Employment and Other Disasters.
I have successfully obtained a job. It’s a traineeships for administration services. It’s not what I want to do forever, but just until I have things figured out and I can decide definitively what I want to do as my ideal career. Hopefully this’ll be a stepping stone to bigger things, and getting better. I need to go back to the doctors to get another script for Pristiq, although it doesn’t really seem to have made any significant changes, if anything I’m feeling nothing. I don’t really understand anti-depressants. Are they supposed to make you happy or numb? I still have got a psych appointment, their busier with more important cases, and they texted me last month saying I’m next on the list which could still mean they won’t see me for awhile. I think I need a stronger dose for my medication though, because the only feeling that I recognize is anxiety, and right now I’m feeling super anxious for no reason, I can feel it building in my chest. My insomniac sleeping habits have returned, just in time for my new job Monday, lovely.
Well I think I’ve written more than enough.